I'm Not Afraid to Fall (repeat)



I've been wanting to blog more regularly for quite a while now. Mental health has been a big part of that to hopefully help others open up and realize they aren't alone. But even though I move "write" from day to day on my to-do list, it just seems like everything else comes first. Sound familiar?  

I think most of us have that thing. I keep hearing from other writers that it will continue to be pushed off unless I actively make sure it doesn't. I guess that's like any priority, right?  It's only really becomes regarded as important when I make the time to do it...and then do it! Whether it's cooking dinner, doing laundry, having lunch with a friend or pursuing something you love to do, there has to be the follow through.

So in honor of BlogHer's yearly #NaBloMoPo campaign (National Blog Posting Month), I''m giving it a shot. If nothing else, it will help create in me more discipline in working towards what I say is important to me. 

In addition, follow through and completion isn't always my greatest strength. Ok, it's definitely the exception when it comes to my personal goals.  True colors here- I'm sure it's the fear of failure that keeps me from finishing.  If I don't finish, there's no actual failing.  I can blame it on so many other things. If I try and fail, I have only myself to blame. 

There's a song by SuperChick that I love, and I think for this month, it needs to be my mantra.  The short version is here. Please kick the link to hear the amazing song that includes the lyrics.

 I'm not afraid to fall
It means I climbed up high
To fall is not to fail
You fail when you don't try
Not afraid to fall
I might just learn to fly and
I will spread these wings of mine...
If I get up I might fall back down again
I might fall back down again
We'll just jump and see, even if it's the 40th time
We'll just jump and see if we can fly


Is there something you're afraid of trying or pursuing?
This may not be your NaBloMoPo, but it could be your NoGoFiMo! (November Goal Finishing Month)


Will you join me?  

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Sentiment and Nostalgia

Image
I’m feeling very sentimental.   It started when I walked by a campfire. Children (I'm assuming) full of imagination built a firepit on their lawn.  There was a group of fist-sized rocks laid out in a circle about a foot in diameter.  I n the middle, they had placed twigs piled up on each other and topped it off with a little bit of tinder.  I pictured them pretending they were camping, going on adventures and roasting s'mores.    I flashed back to our own backyard to when my kids were younger and the games they would play. Later in the day, Sam’s (the “baby” of our bunch) 5th-grade promotion ceremony  photos come up in my memory feed. Today that kid is a high school junior.   This afternoon I asked him if he wanted to watch a movie. He asked me to pull out some DVDs and then he would pick one from my selections. I chose a variety of genres and he popped in Toy Story.  More emotions, seemingly out of nowhere, started to flood my heart.  (Yes, we still watch actual
Read more

The End of NoBloPoMo, the Beginning of Success

Image
This is the part where I want to slip back into being fearful; fearful I will "peter out", quit and ultimately, fail at the goal I set. (I wonder who exactly was responsible for the term, "peter out", and if other Peters after him felt like he gave them the bum deal.) This goal, if you've followed along, was to participate in NaBloPoMo which to me meant I would be posting daily since that was the challenge . I've missed some days. Part of me wants to mistreat myself, talk down to myself and tell myself what a loser I am; the old part of me. The healthier part of me (who is winning a little more each day) encourages me. The one or two days I forgot shouldn't be a big deal.  There were days I felt like I had nothing more to offer than what would fit in a facebook post or tweet.  On those days, I chose not to make a separate blog post since I only have 2 followers on my blog and use my facebook to promote what I write anyhow. The bigger accomplishme
Read more

We All Deal With Crap, Mine Just Has A Name

Image
I had this post all ready to go and you'll read why I specifically chose today, but I couldn't just publish it without a mention of 9/11.  N ever forget. How could we? Can you believe it’s been a month already?  One month since Robin Williams died. I shared in my post about him how it affected me, especially in those first days. Since then, I’ve been thinking even more. (By they way, PBS is running a retrospective about him in the next week. I saw it last night and recommend it.) It seems people have become a little more open about their own depression. Even if they aren’t ready to talk publicly about it, they seem to be sharing more with others who have. I think this is really healthy, if not to help get the word out, but to identify each other for our own support.  But the reason people are so reluctant is that there is still the stigma attached to mental illness, even if it’s “just” depression. (As a sufferer, I say that completely sarcastically. Unfortuna
Read more